Truly a kick in the dick to get my checking account out of the negative only for it to go right back today lmao

when i told my grandmothers that i will be moving in with my bf, they were cool with it

when i told my great aunt, she vacillated from asking if we were getting married to making me feel guilty and doubtful once i told her we aren’t doing that yet

i wish i gave less of a shit about what my family thinks of me

what’s it like to not be a complete idiot pushover

asking for myself

I wish I had any cousins on either side of my family that were actual leftists

Bc I don’t have that so it’s just me and my brother, at least we have that

Anyway just bummed and annoyed bc i got lectured by one of my cousins today for even mentioning not voting on my Instagram story

anyway I’m tired of being “"single”“ and fuckin with multiple people

Ready to be in a committed serious relationship again now thanks

my parents are probably getting divorced lol

I’ve been privy to this information for a few weeks now and i keep thinking I’m okay with it but then I get hit with waves of Big Sad about it

Sucks

remembered tonight that some unsavory shit happened around christmas this time like 5 years ago and i am unhappy to announce that the universe is making me go through some additional unrelated unsavory shit this christmas too

what I wouldn’t give to have some cousins that aren’t cis or straight too, damn

Another place where me and my brother have only each other

I sure fuckin wish I still had a prescription for Xanax because I am so anxious about everything right now and it is really and truly ruining my damn life

perhaps i am just very sad and emotional bc I’m on the brink of getting my period but ugh I’m so mad about my love life rn

I haven’t seen Joseph in like two weeks

The fact that Frankie also has a serious committed partner makes me real bummed

I have a big crush on Kelsey but i dunno if he even likes me like that

Garrett is moving

AND Alex is up to his usual tricks, i cannot believe I’ve been dealing with his wishy washy shit for like seven years